im back..

so long neva post cause im busy..now im quite free la..cant wait for attachment to finish then i grad..yeah!!no more nursing life for me..i got a list of wad i wanna be in future..still pending..haha..now i hope my gpa goes up..if not sad seh..now im leading with a happy life..even my ex gal hurt me alot,its ok..cause what goes around,comes around..im in love with a gal but then still flirting..haha..oops!well,thats me now..huhu..sorry dear..now i miss my dad cause he goes haji..last year mum,this yr its him..this tuesday he'll be back..hope i can fetch him..k la till here,wanna go do my work..adios!!

down...

today was not a good day for me..yesterday night sleep only for 2 hrs..damn tired and sleepy but my eyes just cant close..mind keep thinking about it..i dunno wad is it she wanna tell me...im scared..im scared if its gonna hurt me..i cant afford to lose her..im deeply in love with her..she's my strength,my world and my life..i won't want to leave her and hurt her..but its better if she hurt me now then later on..i dunno how will be my reaction when hear what she wanna tell me..after school then she tell..from just now i cant concentrate..im down..i want her by my side..she's gonna be my last gal..and among all of my ex,i love her the most..and she's different from the rest..dats why i cant afford to lose her..sigh......i just dunno wad will happen later..i have to be strong and face it..just cant stop crying..and i hope u wun hurt me again..i love you so much fana,you are my one and only gal..i broke down and cried..cause im so sad,scared and worried..hmm..k la till here i will write cause not in the mood..im sad..haiz...

lazy and busy

its has been a long time i didnt upload..so busy and tired..dis year last year,dats y..many projects..so far from april till now,so many probs..damn alot..so stress..but dun wish to post it here..i dunno wads wrong with me too..have been hurting gals easily..bt im not that time of person who like to do that..i just cant control myself..then dat day soccer match,my team won!!..now i wanna work part time,but scared no time to study..haiz..then now got 6 gals liking me..im dead sia..i dunwan to hurt them..dunno how la..then i cant affort to lose her..i love her alot..she's my one and only gal that i love most..and she will be mine soon after we meet each other..fana is shah's property..hmm, k la till here..lazy to update..

head injury..

so long didnt post...have been busy with my attachment..then today and tomorrow i didnt go to work..cause im on mc..got head injury..need plenty of rest..later i show u the pic..actually got one more pic,and that pic is better cause can see so much blood..then my sis accidently delete..so have one more but not so clear..if she saw this pic,she confirm shock..dun worry fana,im strong enough..and i love u..hehe..k la till here only..cause lazy to type alot..hehe..adios!!

im sick..

yesterday went for my group picnic..had fun..then i accidently drink the sea water..till i fall sick..yesterday when i reach home,rush to the toilet and vomit..i rest and vomit again..3 times sia..then my throat like burning..and i got fever too..didnt go docter..i eat my medicine and fall a sleep..today wake up early to see my results..but then still havent come out..stupid!!i eager to know my result..haiyoo..then i rush to school cause got soccer training in the morning..when in the bus got one gal,she's sweet..played eye contact with her and she smiled..then she alight the same bus stop as me..and she went in the school..but i didnt cause saw yani..i and yani sit at the bus stop waiting for ira..she's late..then because of that we need to run around the field..but then neva mind la..one for all,all for one..then today i and my team mate didnt talk that much..bored seh..cause got abit of missunderstanding..and hope everything's gonna be okey..then when going home time,i saw that gal again..sekali she is one of the teachers in my school sia..my god!..she with the rest of the teachers..she saw me then i hide behind my friend..im damn paiseh sia...haha..returning to my love story..me and her so far okey2..hope everything's okey..still finding the perfect date for us to be together..hehe..and yeah,im addicted to lady gaga song-telephone..haha..nice ah the song..im still weak..but i force myself..still got slight migraine..haiz..hope i get well soon..same goes to my dear..hehe..k la..till here only..adios!!

i wanna get to know you more..

at days pass by,there are many problems..about me and one gal..i start to miss her..miss chatting with her at msn..i dunno why all of a sudden these feelings came..im sure this time i wanna get to know her..hope i succeed..haha..fana,wonder if she realised about my feelings..neva mind..wait n see..=))

im in love

last sat go bowling with my dearest cousins..then met my sec sch friend..ok2 la..talk2 as usual..then about me and the fana gal,i miss her..miss chatting and talking to her..her voice cute seh..she must be cute too..im in love with her..fana,cute name,sweet gal..hehe..i love her ready..how?..haha..of coz i want her..k la,lazy to type..adios!